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Finding my name...
One girl's search for personal faith without fear.
Created on 2009-02-15 16:06:27 (#18640202), last updated 2009-04-25
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| Name: | still finding it... |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-15 |
| Location: | United States |
I am trying to find my faith.
I don't know what I believe or what I don't believe. I am paralyzed by the fear of hell and damnation from my Christian upbringing. Because I was so deeply involved in my Christian faith -- I truly saw myself as a prayer warrior -- I have all the automatic answers to my own questions that Christian culture provides.
I have an interest in other beliefs, and feel that they could enrich and strengthen not only my life, but my faith in God. I am interested in the idea of one Godhead with many avatars.
I am trying to look past these automatic responses, to let go of my fear, and to seek other faces of God. I am looking for my own true beliefs, my own true name.
I don't know what I believe or what I don't believe. I am paralyzed by the fear of hell and damnation from my Christian upbringing. Because I was so deeply involved in my Christian faith -- I truly saw myself as a prayer warrior -- I have all the automatic answers to my own questions that Christian culture provides.
I have an interest in other beliefs, and feel that they could enrich and strengthen not only my life, but my faith in God. I am interested in the idea of one Godhead with many avatars.
I am trying to look past these automatic responses, to let go of my fear, and to seek other faces of God. I am looking for my own true beliefs, my own true name.
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